Undying Love (part 1)

I woke up this morning feeling bitter. Honestly, I didn't know why not. My life has always been full of happiness. I used to bring sunshine in every dark corners I went to, but now I feel as dull as a rock. Well, what should I expect? That life would still be bright after what had happened? I don't know what to do anymore! I used to do everything with him, and now, I can never do anything with out thinking of him. It's painful to remember  that we parted in such a harsh way. Never did i imagine that I'll lose him forever. Things will never be the same. I have changed completely, as if losing him killed me. But it did. He killed me emotionally! His death that broke, and tore every part of me. I remember it like it was just yesterday...

It was a mid-summer beach walk. We always take a stroll by the sea shore every Saturday afternoon. He was holding my hand tightly and embracing me every now and then. He looked so perfect with the red orange colored sky behind him, his tousled dark brown hair being blown by the wind, his thin beautiful lips formed into a godly smile and his mesmerizing emerald green eyes that twinkles while looking at me. It was just the perfect view. I can never imagine my life, my future, with out him by my side.

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Again he smiled at me. He leaned closer and softly brushed his lips against mine. 'I love you' he said kissing me again.
I looked at him with wishful eyes telling him I love him too. I held his hand tighter as he brought it to my face and said 'Be mine.' It was not a request, it was a demand. 'I am yours. Forever.' I assured him.
He smiled at me. 'Then marry me and stay beside me forever.' I was shocked. It sent overflowing tears of joy to my eyes. 'Yes! Yes! Yes! I would love to become your wife and be with you 'til eternity!' i hugged him and kissed him all over his face,showering him with my kisses and never getting tired of the gesture. He hugged me tightly and kissed the top of my head. 'Let's go home and continue "this" later.' he said with a playful grin across his face. I kissed him again as an answer. There I saw contentment in his eyes.
'I love you very much, babe.' he muttered to my ear. 'I love you so very much, too babe.' again I kissed his him with all the love I have for him. We once again intertwined our fingers and walked towards the car.... To be continued